Bless me

It has been a week since I last updated my blog..I've been really busy with my assignments and I nearly go crazy..Assignments are KILLING me!!! Well, everytime when my Auditing lecturer talks about the assignment, my heart just skips a beat...It's all because of this JERK!!! There was this case where he quitted my group last minute, telling me that he couldn't get anyone in the company to entertain us, yet saying that what we were doing was unethical and STUPID!!! Shit man!!! If he thinks that he is that great, if he thinks that he is that smart, go ahead, we won't need you to be in our group to have the assignment submitted on time..We can still handle it even if it is without YOU!!! No grouping with YOU anymore!!! I'll never want it again!!! Don't ever say that people are dumb if you yourself are not even PERFECT!!! Hello, I don't think that you are SMART anyway.. I wonder how many marks we can get and please God, please help me..I've really put my effort and it wasn't our fault that he withdrew at the eleventh minute..Please don't punish me..
At times when there is something just struck you, you just feel like getting rid of it and I'm trying to get over it now.. It does really make me feel shitty!!

Pissed Off!!

Now, I've got this kind of people in my group for the Auditing assignment..

During the first and second week, we were asked to form a group which consists of 5 people, in order to accomplish our assignment.. I found my groupmates where there were only four of us..So, here comes a guy whom I've never even seen him ONCE in the class and I don't think that I'll be seeing him in the rest of my classes PLUS I don't even want to..Since we don't have enough member then OK la, JOIN la.. The lecturer gives us more than enough time I'd say but students like to do last minute job anyway.. It's like a norm for us to start it only when it's like few weeks before the due date.. We just can't seem to have it started a lil bit earlier.. We are PROCASTINATOR!! Admit it!! =p So, we started to delegate the task to each and everyone and in fact we need to go for an interview with one of the public listed companies in Malaysia.. I thought we were lucky enough to have this guy in our group since he has contact with people inside so, he told us that he'd arrange the interview for the sake of our assignment, kononnya.. I thought everything went so well as I thought that we'll be going for that interview and thus our marks should be pretty good since we've put in our effort to get the job done.. Few days passed, he told me that he tried arranging the interview but the officer was not free.. On Sunday, again he told me that the earliest interview that they can make it is on Tuesday, which is just few days back.. AGAIN, on Monday, I got a reply from him, telling me that there's no one in the company that can entertain us.. I was BURNING, man!! What the hell?? Don't try to make any arrangement or whatever shit u call it if you know that this will happen.. Ended up we are all like blur and totally running out of idea of what to do.. If you could tell us this earlier, we would have started it earlier.. And guess what, he never even showed up in the meeting this afternoon!! Yet, he is asking for more time just because his part is like so many things to be read up.. He'd better send it to me on time, else I'd be dead because I still have the introduction and conclusion which are the hardest part of all.. Where is his team work?? Where is the cooperation?? Doesn't he have ANY?? The worst thing is that I did not even get a reply from him when I asked how long more he needs me to extend the duration of completion.. Would you not get mad??

I need more time

I'm running out of time recently.. Assignments due dates are approaching, final exam is knocking on my door.. Oh, I'm seriuosly TERRIFIED!!! If and only if I had more than 24 hours a day, how I wish I could have that.. I want to score in this semester, I want to get back on the track.. I'm feeling ASPHYXIATED and I can't breath!! Please God, please give me more time.. And please God, please bless me..

One fine Sunday

7.00pm, it hit me.. LAZINESS hit me.. Yeah, AGAIN!! Instead of driving all the way out just to get my stomach filled, I myself cooked a packet of Maggi mee indeed.. Well, that Maggi mee is doing its job pretty well as I'm full like a buffalo now.. It saves my money and time in fact..Yeay!! I would consider it as a scrumptious dinner!! Tongue licking good!! I'm easily satisfied you see.. =p
Few weeks more to go before the final exam and it marks the end of the semester.. Longing for the holidays to come..Badly..I've been yearning for the time when i don't have to actually rush for assignments, hungering for the time when i don't need to have sleepless nights, wishing for the time to get rid of my books, even it's just for 3 weeks.. Holidays, please come faster!! I want to go BANGKOK!!! I want to SHOP till I drop!! But since I'm a patriotic person, I've decided to go for a domestic holiday instead of going overseas..(the truth lies behind is that I don't have money.. =p ) I hope my friend does really plan for this holiday man!! I'm dying to go for a holiday, to chuck out of the hustle and bustle of life.. Anyway, i should be thinking of my exams right now, why the hell am I dreaming now? Studies should always come first but I need some motivations..
My house is too quiet now, perhaps it's because there are only 3 of us at home, doing our own stuffs..I've got to know one of the unpleasant news which causes one of us to be so upset.. I'm so sorry about the news.. Even though I don't know much about the girl, but I truly hope that she'll rest in peace.. And to you, please stay strong, whatever happens, we'll always stand by you.. =) I hope to see the smile regained on your face..

-Currently in love with Jordin Sparks-

Summary of the Day

Putting this blogspot link on the MSN personal message makes my statement in the first blog sounds so sarcastic..Yeah, apparently, it's so CONTRADICTORY!! People nowadays are like that anyway..But who cares?! I was supposed to go for an interview with Petronas Gas at KLCC today, regarding my Auditing assignment, turned out the officer in charge was not free and hence it's postponed to next Monday, which is just a few days before the deadline..Let's cross our fingers that the officer keeps his words..Praying Hard...
Talking about McD(saliva dropping), I did get up.. WAIT!! I hvn't finished my sentence yet..I did get up, to off the alarm..hehe.. =p The will to not get out of my bed just stopped me from thinking about McD breakfast set.. I just couldn't resist the cosiness of my bed..What a great power!! The power of laziness is way GREATER than hungerness.. Did not get to eat McD in the morning, so went to the morning class straight after finished washing up..Class dismissed at 12pm..So, we decided to go Pizza Hut at first but the crowd in Pizza Hut was like HUGE!!! So, went to KFC instead..I got to hear the joke of the day..I just couldn't stop bursted out laughing.. A said: I just cant find any girl from THIS PLANET la...People, got my joke? Someone was almost choked as this was told while everyone was having lunch..Who wouldn't laugh?? =p Where would he find his girl friend if not from this planet?? Sorry dude, at least i did not mention your name.. =p
Well, this post is posted when I'm having a Friday 6pm, Programming class in lab.. It's a damn hard subject which i think I'm not able to cope with it..It's an optional subject, so it doesn't matter whether you take it or don't take it..So, i opted to give it a try but i SWEAR I'm not going to take it anymore next sem..Programming is just not my field!! I don't like to attend this class so I'll skip it most of the time and when I don't go class, that's the time the lecturer will call up each and everyone's name to take the attendance..Not forgetting about the lecturer and yeah, he's like one of the extincting lecturers.. He's really a responsible man whom will give a 3-hour extra class on Friday evening, hoping that the students can do better in programming.. However, people like me just don't appreciate his effort..Sorry, sir!!
I'm emo now..Why?? All in a sudden, i have this thought..People are just not there when you need one to talk to, people are just not there when you need one to lend a helping hand, people are just not there when you need one to share something with..When most of the time you're the one who try to stand by one's side and when you can't even get one when you need them in times of DISASTER, you feel like you're not appreciated..Right?

-Signing off-

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Feel like blogging suddenly, so ended up created a blog here, which i guess nobody is gonna read this, since i'm not gonna tell anyone..Ngek Ngek(mean).. So, what's the point of creating it then??Well, it's not necessary to tell and shout at the whole world that "I HAVE A BLOG!!". .It might simply because it's just for the sake of having a blog or it might be for the sake of expressing whatever feeling that I have at that point of time..But for heaven's sake, for whatever reason it is, at this moment, i just know that i need to write something out, to cure the itch..hehe.. =p I was chatting with one of my kinda long lost friend and i got to know that this friend of his is so Oh My!! How bitchy a girl can go..Mind u..It's bitchy..Did u get it right? Why in the world are they like this? ? She looks innocent, which is one of the criterias that most of the guys will label it as a good girl BUT BUT BUT (Hari's usual term) do not judge a book by its cover!! You wouldnt know what she will do and perhaps you wouldnt wanna know..It's far more beneath what you can think of.. Looks can be deceiving!!
Clock is ticking.. I'm still typing..Wow, it's already 2am man!! It's a lil bit unusual when I'm still keeping myself awake during this time, especially when it's not for the purpose of doing assignments and burning mid-night oil.. I should be sleeping and snoring like a pig, like everyone does, but surprisingly I'm still moving my fingers around the keyboard.. Thinking about McD, I've been craving for it since last week.. Feel like going tomorrow la..

-Doze off-