Tuesday, June 24, 2008

Pros and Cons of Technologies

The advancement of technologies nowadays, undeniably, benefit most of the human, if not all. However, it may be harmful if people are not going to use it wisely. Take an example, the webcam. With the use of webcam, we can now even communicate with people not only our own family but also our friends and even strangers. We can see their faces even if we are few thousands miles away. We can talk to them despite the distance that separate us. It is awesome I'd say. Thanks to the people who have invented the webcam. Well, I have to agree of its usefulness while on the other hand, some of the people may have abused of its usefulness. Talking about this, it is SHAMEFUL to tell that I encountered with a bloody perverted MANIAC last night. This freak showed me something which is a sore to my eye, causing my eyes to lost their virginity. Credits to the smart ass who have invented the webcam as well. He could even ask me to give comment of his ****. Needless to say, I guess you people would know what I mean. What the heck!? That fella better stop harassing me!! This is not the first time anyway. The first time was in the car park area, another maniac. I was freaking scared and ran like nobody else. Till then, I am always afraid of going to the car park alone as it has a HUGE impact on me. I pray that Lord will guard me by the side. And again, with the advancement of technologies, why don't the management make use of it, especially on the hidden places like this?? Prevention is always better than cure. Save the residents, especially women, before it is too late!!

Tuesday, June 17, 2008

Ms. President

The very first meeting that she has conducted was not so successful I'd say.. It was not about the committee members but it was about the PRESIDENT.. There is another person whom I think is so much worth of getting that postion but how come she is the one getting it? Does she deserve that? She wasn't active at all in the club, yet she was the one who got the highest post out of all.. She doesn't have any experience in handling this kind of stuffs.. She is committed, well, maybe.. However, commitment isn't enough when the lacking of experience outweighs it all.. This is so true!! We have to gain experience, we need to explore, we got to discover.. She has none of them, how in the earth that she is elected? I have really no idea.. She is not even well conversed in English.. She was like " Err, Ahh, Oo.." during the meeting, she is so indecisive.. It is SO unbelievable because everything just popped up SO unexpectedly.. There were faces which were not so satisfied with her.. Will the other committee members give her the full support? Will they give her the full cooperation? I wonder.. She needs a really good people to guide her but credits to the person who has given her so many ideas of what to talk about in the meeting, taught her so many things in every aspects.. People as good as this why just can't be elected as the president? I'm puzzled.. Hopefully she can bring the club towards a better reputation in which everyone in the campus knows the existence of the club and SHE BETTER BE ONE!!

Monday, June 9, 2008

Stars

The stars have fallen apart
Those colourful ones
flowed from the broken glass.

They are the memories
that symbolise sincerity, trust and honesty.
Though they are the past
I'll remember them vividly
because they added spice to my life.

I appreciate the moment
when we were together.
I'll keep it deep inside my heart
until the day when I have to say Good-bye.
Now and forever, we will be best friend always.

Saturday, May 31, 2008

Weirdo

Weather forecast says: Cyclone is going to hit the whole M'sia and there is no escape.. Everyone is forced to leave their beloved homeland.. Citizens have to be evacuated, M'sia has to be emptied..However, the citizens have no right to choose their preferred country as the Government will send them to the country assigned. Procedures have to be undertaken and requirements have to be met.. And so, we've got the result.. My parents and I are to be sent to China but my younger brother, are to be sent to Japan.. Solemn.. We have to, even though it is against our will.. The fact is we will be separated from our little boy, the only person that can call me SISTER on this earth..
The day we depart, there are so many people at the airport, my friends, my relatives, are all at the awaiting hall.. Cries can be heard, tears can be seen.. The view is so unbearable.. Some of the families face the same fate like we do.. They give their last hug as they will no longer feel the warmth in their embrace.. They spend the very last minute together as they will no longer see the face they used to have seen everyday.. They tell the words that might not be heard the next second.. We do, we really do.. We really do want to stick together but we have no choice.. We so do not want to be apart..
The time has come and we have to board the plane.. I can see, the first time dad cries, hugging my brother, telling him that he loves him.. Mum cant speak even a word but action shows.. I know, she loves him more than anybody else does.. I do not even dare to say anything because I am afraid that tears will be rolling down my cheek but deep inside my heart, I'm yelling: I love you!! He says: Dad, Mum, Sis, I want to be your son and brother again next birth.. They way he looks at us, the way he waves, our heart are torn into pieces.. We are speechless..
I got up, my heart was beating so fast.. It was so real.. Everything was so real.. Fortunately, it was a dream.. It was a weird dream though. I do not want this day to come but even if it comes, I want to be my parents' daughter and my brother's sister again next birth.. I love my family..YES!!! I H.E.A.R.T them..

Saturday, May 17, 2008

Friend

It was abandoned for 2 weeks and finally I'm back.. The anticipation of finishing exam is not up to my expectation, as I feel like I am clueless of what to do during the holiday.. Well, I just hope that I won't flunk any of the papers(praying hard). An incident that happened the other day really got me wondering.. Are friends really that important?? My answer would be certainly YES!! No friend, no life, man!!
Follow would be the reasons why:
1. They are our companion.. Feel lonely no more because they are the one who spice up our life.
2. In times of difficulties, they are there to lend us a helping hand, yet without asking any return.
3. They are the one who laugh with us in times of happiness and to wipe our tears off in times of frustration.
4. They share with us their unrevealable secret.
5. They make us feel that we are cherished, cared and loved.

People, remember, as long as there is at least one person who cares about you, life will no longer be miserable.. No fret!!

Wednesday, April 30, 2008

Bless me

It has been a week since I last updated my blog..I've been really busy with my assignments and I nearly go crazy..Assignments are KILLING me!!! Well, everytime when my Auditing lecturer talks about the assignment, my heart just skips a beat...It's all because of this JERK!!! There was this case where he quitted my group last minute, telling me that he couldn't get anyone in the company to entertain us, yet saying that what we were doing was unethical and STUPID!!! Shit man!!! If he thinks that he is that great, if he thinks that he is that smart, go ahead, we won't need you to be in our group to have the assignment submitted on time..We can still handle it even if it is without YOU!!! No grouping with YOU anymore!!! I'll never want it again!!! Don't ever say that people are dumb if you yourself are not even PERFECT!!! Hello, I don't think that you are SMART anyway.. I wonder how many marks we can get and please God, please help me..I've really put my effort and it wasn't our fault that he withdrew at the eleventh minute..Please don't punish me..
At times when there is something just struck you, you just feel like getting rid of it and I'm trying to get over it now.. It does really make me feel shitty!!

Wednesday, April 23, 2008

Pissed Off!!

Now, I've got this kind of people in my group for the Auditing assignment..

During the first and second week, we were asked to form a group which consists of 5 people, in order to accomplish our assignment.. I found my groupmates where there were only four of us..So, here comes a guy whom I've never even seen him ONCE in the class and I don't think that I'll be seeing him in the rest of my classes PLUS I don't even want to..Since we don't have enough member then OK la, JOIN la.. The lecturer gives us more than enough time I'd say but students like to do last minute job anyway.. It's like a norm for us to start it only when it's like few weeks before the due date.. We just can't seem to have it started a lil bit earlier.. We are PROCASTINATOR!! Admit it!! =p So, we started to delegate the task to each and everyone and in fact we need to go for an interview with one of the public listed companies in Malaysia.. I thought we were lucky enough to have this guy in our group since he has contact with people inside so, he told us that he'd arrange the interview for the sake of our assignment, kononnya.. I thought everything went so well as I thought that we'll be going for that interview and thus our marks should be pretty good since we've put in our effort to get the job done.. Few days passed, he told me that he tried arranging the interview but the officer was not free.. On Sunday, again he told me that the earliest interview that they can make it is on Tuesday, which is just few days back.. AGAIN, on Monday, I got a reply from him, telling me that there's no one in the company that can entertain us.. I was BURNING, man!! What the hell?? Don't try to make any arrangement or whatever shit u call it if you know that this will happen.. Ended up we are all like blur and totally running out of idea of what to do.. If you could tell us this earlier, we would have started it earlier.. And guess what, he never even showed up in the meeting this afternoon!! Yet, he is asking for more time just because his part is like so many things to be read up.. He'd better send it to me on time, else I'd be dead because I still have the introduction and conclusion which are the hardest part of all.. Where is his team work?? Where is the cooperation?? Doesn't he have ANY?? The worst thing is that I did not even get a reply from him when I asked how long more he needs me to extend the duration of completion.. Would you not get mad??

I need more time

I'm running out of time recently.. Assignments due dates are approaching, final exam is knocking on my door.. Oh, I'm seriuosly TERRIFIED!!! If and only if I had more than 24 hours a day, how I wish I could have that.. I want to score in this semester, I want to get back on the track.. I'm feeling ASPHYXIATED and I can't breath!! Please God, please give me more time.. And please God, please bless me..

Sunday, April 20, 2008

One fine Sunday

7.00pm, it hit me.. LAZINESS hit me.. Yeah, AGAIN!! Instead of driving all the way out just to get my stomach filled, I myself cooked a packet of Maggi mee indeed.. Well, that Maggi mee is doing its job pretty well as I'm full like a buffalo now.. It saves my money and time in fact..Yeay!! I would consider it as a scrumptious dinner!! Tongue licking good!! I'm easily satisfied you see.. =p
Few weeks more to go before the final exam and it marks the end of the semester.. Longing for the holidays to come..Badly..I've been yearning for the time when i don't have to actually rush for assignments, hungering for the time when i don't need to have sleepless nights, wishing for the time to get rid of my books, even it's just for 3 weeks.. Holidays, please come faster!! I want to go BANGKOK!!! I want to SHOP till I drop!! But since I'm a patriotic person, I've decided to go for a domestic holiday instead of going overseas..(the truth lies behind is that I don't have money.. =p ) I hope my friend does really plan for this holiday man!! I'm dying to go for a holiday, to chuck out of the hustle and bustle of life.. Anyway, i should be thinking of my exams right now, why the hell am I dreaming now? Studies should always come first but I need some motivations..
My house is too quiet now, perhaps it's because there are only 3 of us at home, doing our own stuffs..I've got to know one of the unpleasant news which causes one of us to be so upset.. I'm so sorry about the news.. Even though I don't know much about the girl, but I truly hope that she'll rest in peace.. And to you, please stay strong, whatever happens, we'll always stand by you.. =) I hope to see the smile regained on your face..

-Currently in love with Jordin Sparks-

Friday, April 18, 2008

Summary of the Day

Putting this blogspot link on the MSN personal message makes my statement in the first blog sounds so sarcastic..Yeah, apparently, it's so CONTRADICTORY!! People nowadays are like that anyway..But who cares?! I was supposed to go for an interview with Petronas Gas at KLCC today, regarding my Auditing assignment, turned out the officer in charge was not free and hence it's postponed to next Monday, which is just a few days before the deadline..Let's cross our fingers that the officer keeps his words..Praying Hard...
Talking about McD(saliva dropping), I did get up.. WAIT!! I hvn't finished my sentence yet..I did get up, to off the alarm..hehe.. =p The will to not get out of my bed just stopped me from thinking about McD breakfast set.. I just couldn't resist the cosiness of my bed..What a great power!! The power of laziness is way GREATER than hungerness.. Did not get to eat McD in the morning, so went to the morning class straight after finished washing up..Class dismissed at 12pm..So, we decided to go Pizza Hut at first but the crowd in Pizza Hut was like HUGE!!! So, went to KFC instead..I got to hear the joke of the day..I just couldn't stop bursted out laughing.. A said: I just cant find any girl from THIS PLANET la...People, got my joke? Someone was almost choked as this was told while everyone was having lunch..Who wouldn't laugh?? =p Where would he find his girl friend if not from this planet?? Sorry dude, at least i did not mention your name.. =p
Well, this post is posted when I'm having a Friday 6pm, Programming class in lab.. It's a damn hard subject which i think I'm not able to cope with it..It's an optional subject, so it doesn't matter whether you take it or don't take it..So, i opted to give it a try but i SWEAR I'm not going to take it anymore next sem..Programming is just not my field!! I don't like to attend this class so I'll skip it most of the time and when I don't go class, that's the time the lecturer will call up each and everyone's name to take the attendance..Not forgetting about the lecturer and yeah, he's like one of the extincting lecturers.. He's really a responsible man whom will give a 3-hour extra class on Friday evening, hoping that the students can do better in programming.. However, people like me just don't appreciate his effort..Sorry, sir!!
I'm emo now..Why?? All in a sudden, i have this thought..People are just not there when you need one to talk to, people are just not there when you need one to lend a helping hand, people are just not there when you need one to share something with..When most of the time you're the one who try to stand by one's side and when you can't even get one when you need them in times of DISASTER, you feel like you're not appreciated..Right?

-Signing off-